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Adika Clemendor
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
Trinidad and Tobago
Current Residence: still kneeling in the snow outside the temple
deviantWEAR sizing preference: comfortable
Print preference: legible
Favourite genre of music: dubstep, rap
Favourite style of art: interesting
Operating System: Human
MP3 player of choice: well i guess i'm one of the ISheep
Shell of choice: turtle
Wallpaper of choice: random
Skin of choice: smooth and tattooed
Favourite cartoon character: vash the stampede,samurai jack,afro samurai,me
Personal Quote: fuck dat
Interests
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Time Machine- T-pain
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: the colours around me fade to grey
  • Playing: music
  • Eating: not much
  • Drinking: i wish
i almost got that magic back...
almost..

then shit happened and i felt myself slipping downward again...

so not happy but i have to keep up this smiling facade because so many people around me are so ignorant,selfish, self-centered bastards that consistently tell me to take others into consideration (i.e. suck it up and make THEM feel better) yet they lack the ability to see past their own crooked noses...

i guess i'm bitching and complaining...being a little to emo....
but this is the only place i can let it out without fear of retribution.
without fear of being made to feel low for feeling low.

too sad to cry
too angry to hate..

i can't even begin to channel it into a creative medium so i can at least bullshit myself into thinking something positive can come out of it.
i'm too heavily medicated to see straight...yet i'm expected to push harder,faster than anyone else...

those who i expected to be there for me aren't...those i hoped would understand just seem to not care enough to try...

well...i'm out of steam so i guess that's it...
don't pass judgement on me...i just needed to get some of it off my chest...

back to feeling lonely
back to not being able to see straight
back to that little dark hole..

i hope you're doing better than i am.

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10ljutihgusara Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2014
Thank you
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AndreiPavel Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist
thanks for the :+fav:! :D
:mib: are coming, gotta go!
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AndreiPavel Featured By Owner May 8, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist
thanks for the  :+devwatch:! :D
:mib: are coming, gotta go!
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XtheStampede Featured By Owner May 8, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
*locked and loaded* lets do this...
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AndreiPavel Featured By Owner May 8, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist
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7thAlchemist Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2014  Student Interface Designer
thank you for +
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XtheStampede Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
no problem!
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AndySerrano Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
:iconrudeboyskunkplz::iconrudeboyskunkplz2::iconrudeboyskunkplz3: on  NiKo-An Tea House. This means, "“Abode of Two Ponds.”  In Japanese tradition a tea house ordinarily refers to a private structure designed for holding Japanese tea ceremonies. This structure and specifically the room in it where the tea ceremony takes place is called chashitsu (literally "tea room"). The architectural space called chashitsu was created for aesthetic and intellectual fulfillment. I will show the inside and the grounds soon.   andyserrano.deviantart.com/art…
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AndySerrano Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
:icon1stbutterflykiss::iconthxfav2::iconthxfav3::iconthxfav4: on  Ikebana, Umbrella and Kimonos. Traditionally part of a Buddhist practice, Ikebana is the Japanese art of flower arrangement, also known as kado. The oldest school of Ikebana, called Ikenobo, was created in the 15th century in Kyoto. The first style called ‘Rikka’ used a tall, upright central stem that had to be accompanied by two shorter stems.  andyserrano.deviantart.com/art…
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Celartworks Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
Thank you for the fave!
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