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About Me Member Procrastinator Adika Clemendor23/Male/Trinidad and Tobago Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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  • Current Residence: wherever i am,there i be
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: comfortable
  • Print preference: legible
  • Interests: photgoraphy,photomanipulation,film,the female form.
  • Favourite movie: that one with the guy doing that thing in the place..
  • Favourite band or musician: baba maal,massive attack,T-Pain and so forth
  • Favourite genre of music: anythin that sounds good
  • Favourite artist: God,Mystique1,*zemotiion,=NoHorimpianti777
  • Favourite poet or writer: terry prachett,sun tzu
  • Favourite photographer: *zemotion, =nohorimpianti777
  • Favourite style of art: photomanips and such(tho illiustrator doth summon me)
  • Operating System: Human
  • MP3 player of choice: well i guess i'm one of the ISheep
  • Shell of choice: turtle
  • Wallpaper of choice: random
  • Skin of choice: smooth and tattooed
  • Favourite game: need for speed most wanted/carbon,def jam:fight for new york,World of Warcraft,diablo 2
  • Favourite gaming platform: pc,x-box
  • Favourite cartoon character: vash the stampede,samurai jack,afro samurai,me
  • Personal Quote: live by honour,kill by stealth..
  • Tools of the Trade: adobe photoshop CS2,Illustrator CS2(most recently) and mih camera (gettin it soon,hang on!)

well...

Thu Mar 19, 2009, 10:09 AM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Time Machine- T-pain
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: the colours around me fade to grey
  • Playing: music
  • Eating: not much
  • Drinking: i wish
i almost got that magic back...
almost..

then shit happened and i felt myself slipping downward again...

so not happy but i have to keep up this smiling facade because so many people around me are so ignorant,selfish, self-centered bastards that consistently tell me to take others into consideration (i.e. suck it up and make THEM feel better) yet they lack the ability to see past their own crooked noses...

i guess i'm bitching and complaining...being a little to emo....
but this is the only place i can let it out without fear of retribution.
without fear of being made to feel low for feeling low.

too sad to cry
too angry to hate..

i can't even begin to channel it into a creative medium so i can at least bullshit myself into thinking something positive can come out of it.
i'm too heavily medicated to see straight...yet i'm expected to push harder,faster than anyone else...

those who i expected to be there for me aren't...those i hoped would understand just seem to not care enough to try...

well...i'm out of steam so i guess that's it...
don't pass judgement on me...i just needed to get some of it off my chest...

back to feeling lonely
back to not being able to see straight
back to that little dark hole..

i hope you're doing better than i am.

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Then bleed on my darling to the sound of a dream
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Oh, by the way, dont waste your time reading this, go check my page ^o^b
thanx for the fav:)
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Watashi Wa Tensai Des...we all have lies we tell ourselves, this is mine

to teach another is to learn of one's self...i am a slow learner it seems

If you don't know your materials, all you do is express your inability to express yourself...
Thanks for the :+fav:!
hey thanks for the fave :aww:

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Watashi Wa Tensai Des...we all have lies we tell ourselves, this is mine

to teach another is to learn of one's self...i am a slow learner it seems

If you don't know your materials, all you do is express your inability to express yourself...
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